Tuesday, 26 January 2021

New Year 2021 painting

 

My first painting of this new year, painted on 1st January 2021... painting about hope and about being open for every new day and every new step on this journey of discoveries 



Monday, 12 October 2020

Life with Spoons and creativity


Reflecting on my "life with spoons"  

During the recent online meeting for staff with disabilities, 

we talked about "spoon theory" and life with spoons. 

https://www.healthline.com/health/spoon-theory-chronic-illness-explained-like-never-before#1 

I usually express myself better and more fully through my visual creativity and through art. 

I’ve created this digital painting about what "spoon management" means for my life - juggling being a full time carer, working part time for the NHS, thinking about further studies, being a full time Mum, a housewife, being an artist with many dreams, being a person with a number of very complex chronic health conditions and just being neurodiverse me. 

Yes, life seems to be very full, but also positive and hopeful. After many years of not seeing a clear direction for my personal development in terms of career / study progression, a door seems to be slowly, very slowly, opening... step by step... I have tried to paint how all of this links with my "spoonie life". 

Art is a journey, a journey of new openings.

This painting is about life juggling with spoons, a life of many colours, 

a life of joy, pain, hopes and dreams


 


Friday, 9 October 2020

New paintings

 

Journeying through the life and many colours of life 








My Viewpoints painting

 I created painting for Viewpoints exhibiton:

Title:

Viewpoints - journey towards connection


As I painted this artwork, the journey took me through times of connections and disconnections, discovering and rediscovering the views of those around me, together with feelings and thoughts deep within me - a journey growing into new openings and new viewpoints.


https://sheffieldflourish.co.uk/gallery/










Wednesday, 12 August 2020

Tree of Life

Tree of Life - broken and healing

I painted this painting over several days and I call it: Tree of Life - broken and healing.

I started painting this picture on 31st July, after watching Star Trek Next Generation epizode Dark Page - for me very powerful and inspiring story of bereavement, trauma and healing.




New beginnings and unpacking of my books

Recently I started a new job, 4 hours a week, admin job I can do from home even now, when shielding formally paused. I find this role very meaningful, fulfilling and lifegiving. And yes, I already worked many extra hours for this role, unpaid.

On sunny days I used our garden as my little office, under our dog Saffron's sleepy supervision



And I am building small home office in our bedroom.




And for the first time after 2 years since our house move I started unpacking 20 boxes of my books. Pete kindly brought all those boxes to our bedroom from his attic office and made for me bookshelf and found for me lovely second hand bookshelf... Lots of memories in 20 boxes...






And I started to dream again about some future studies, to follow my PATH :)