Art is the creation of a shared space, a new ground on which to meet, a point of
encounter. Creative expression has been an essential part of me since I was a very
young child. Through whole my life, I have explored variety of ways in which art and
creativity invites us to new understanding and meaning. I draw from deep within to
open new windows of perception through my painting.
After graduating from University, I worked as Child Psychologist with children with special needs and their
families in Czech Republic. Later, I lived and worked with adults with learning
disabilities in L'Arche https://www.larchelondon.org.uk Communities in the UK and L'Arche Calgary, Canada.
I really enjoyed
I really enjoyed
participating in art and craft projects with people - encouraging their creativity as well
as using my own creative skills. I was really inspired by the amazing creativity and
artistic expression of people with learning disabilities.
Since becoming a parent of a child with autism, I began a new part of my life journey,
being a parent alongside working in several jobs supporting children and adults with
special needs.
In my art, I express my feelings, thoughts and dreams, transforming my life
experience into a wide variety of colours, shapes and textures. Since my teenage
years, I have painted and drawn to explore the journey of my Christian faith.
After becoming progressively more and more ill for nearly a year, I received a
diagnosis of Addison’s Disease while on holiday abroad in August 2015. This
experience transformed my life in a new way and was reflected in my art and
creative expression. As always, creativity helps me to process thoughts and feelings
– especially the intensity of feelings of coming to terms with having lifelong and life-
threatening illness. I have really appreciated the excellent support from https://www.addisonsdisease.org.uk/what-is-addisons-disease Addisons
Support Self Help groups, these became my lifeline in coming to terms and coping
with the daily challenges of life with Addison’s Disease. I am always happy to share
my art and creativity with others, trusting that the feelings and thought I express
through my art might speak to others.
Here I would like to invite you to see 3 of my paintings that illustrated my Addison’s
journey so far.
1st artwork “Refined hope” I painted on 31st August 2015, after return back to UK
from holiday where my life was saved by the hospital doctor diagnosing Addison’s
and beginning treatment with steroids. I nearly died travelling abroad to visit my
Mum, but it was my Mum who noticed I was suffering from symptoms of Addison’s
Disease, saw I was approaching an Addisonian Crisis and took me to hospital.
Coming back to the UK, I faced the challenge of having my diagnosis recognised
and confirmed by the UK health care system. Painting “Refined hope” brings
together my feelings of surprise of having a new diagnosis and feelings of the search
for a direction for my journey forward. Somehow I felt that part of me died inside, but
in that process, the hope was refined and the new beginning began.
2nd artwork “A sense of place” I painted on 12th September 2015 as I was
was processing my experience of my first initial assessment by a UK endocrinologist,
where I felt not fully listened to and felt that my concerns and questions were not
addressed. Prior to that appointment I gained a confidence and hope that I would
manage my new illness well, but that was broken by the feeling of not being
understood. I painted to express my feeling of confusion and fear about the future,
but also to express my hope and trust that there is a way forward for me. Painting “A
sense of place” meant I was seeking to be deeply rooted in who I was, in my own
identity and in my faith. Through the pain, uncertainty and confusion I opened my
heart to new growth and exploration.
3rd artwork “Journey forward” I painted on 30th October 2015, while spending a day
at the Endocrine Investigation Unit, going through Day Curve test to further clarify my
treatment for the now officially UK confirmed diagnosis of Addison’s Disease. I was happy that the nurse was able to place a cannula into my left arm for the all-day
blood tests, allowing me to use my right hand for painting on my Ipad while at the
hospital. “Journey forward” expresses my new stage of my Addison’s journey, as I
was able to access a second opinion by a different Endocrinologist, an excellent
specialist for Addison’s Disease. Meeting this doctor for an assessment has been a
deeply healing experience for me – finally to be listened to, and to know that my
complex conditions are being taken seriously. I have had Hashimoto’s Autoimunne
Thyroiditis for 32 years of my life already and now adding new diagnosis of
Addison’s Autoimunne Disease made my health more complex. I am so thankful that
I am now able to access excellent care from a specialist in this field. And I have
already begun to improve for the first time in a year – thanks to the adjustment of my
medication during the first assessment by my new Endocrinologist.
And in 2017 I was able to speak to medical students:
Thankyou!
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