Showing posts with label creativity. Show all posts
Showing posts with label creativity. Show all posts

Monday, 7 November 2022

Waves of Life






I paint waves


Waves of life

Waves are my life now

image and metafor of waves

I keep going up and down on waves 

emotionally /physically all the time 

I keep reminding myself 

when I am very down

when I am crying all night 

I remind myself

it will be better again 

as the wave will go up again...🌊🌊🌊

waves of my life

on the journey

with trust and hope

for the new beginning 

just One Day at a Time

One Step at a Time

in my Spoonie Life





Sunday, 12 May 2019

New paintings

Some of my new paintings from my life journey with Addisons Disease and few other conditions and coming in terms with newly diagnosed Asthma...  Life is very full and creativity really helps me




Friday, 7 December 2018

More creativity in company of little helper

My Instagram is getting overfilled with photos of our little rescue dog Saffron. She helps me very much, especially during days I feel ill and tired. She brings me joy and helps me to feel more peaceful.
Saffron loves to sit on my lap and I often paint with her sitting with me ❤❤❤








Saturday, 3 November 2018

Painting with lovely company

5 months ago we moved to new rented home and new landlord allowed us to get a small dog... 4 months ago we adopted little rescue dog Saffron, 4 year old, from Gran Canaria thanks to Petpals GC

Saffron is amazing little dog and really helps me with my Addisons ups and downs.... tonight she was resting with me while I was painting. She was actually very scared of fireworks and it took long time to calm her down. It was lovely when Saffron eventually calmed down and relaxed fell asleep on my lap



Saffron hiding from fireworks under the shelves:








Saturday, 23 July 2016

Being thankful for being here and now

A year ago I was very ill, getting more and more ill each day without knowing what was wrong with me... I lost lots of weight, I was extremely weak and I had all the symptoms of Addison's Disease. 

However, neither my GPs or hospital doctors noticed that all of my symptoms indicated Addison's Disease and instead suggested my problems were caused by my Hashimoto's Hypothyroidism and kept increasing my thyroid medication.

I am so thankful to be so much better now, a year later, thanks to my Mum, retired GP who saved my life by recognizing Addison's Disease symptoms and taking me to the hospital at Czech Republic where I received the right diagnosis and treatment.

Here is my Addison's story and paintings at
Story of creativity and Addison's Disease 

I was just looking at some photos from the last summer and lots of memories came back to me...

Here is a photo with my lovely younger brother Tomas at Prague Airport in August 2015, 
the week after I started medication for Addison's Disease. 
I was still very ill and weak then,walking with walking stick, but glad to be alive.  

And I am adding photo with my brother from May 2016 when I visited my family on 2nd anniversary of sudden death of my Dad. 



Year 2014, when my Dad died, was year of many challenges.
 It was probably during 2014 when my Addison's Disease began quietly develop without me, or anyone else noticing. 
Looking back, I can see that I had many symptoms of Addison's Disease already, but thought it was just my Hashimoto's Hypothyroidism making my life difficult and I kept asking GP to refer me to Endocrinology.



And here is a photo with my husband and daughter in August 2015 at Prague airport when I was still very ill, but already getting treatment at Czech Republic during our holidays
I was for the first time travelling in the wheelchair through the airports as I was too weak to walk. It was really eye opening experience for me... 


A year later, July 216, I am still learning many new things on my Addisonian journey, especially new and challenging learning about how to cope with hot weather. 

I very much appreciate support and advice from online Addison's support groups.

And I plan to start support group for Addison's Disease patients in my UK home town, 
with the help of excellent Endocrinogy nurse Vicky.

I am happy to be alive, enjoy each new day, even when facing struggles and challenges. 

It is a challenge to face situations where my Addison's Disease becomes a barrier and my other invisible disabilities make me feel more disabled, but I try to be positive and hopeful.



Painting and creativity helps me on this journey. 



And my lovely family helps me very much too. Here, our wonderful daughter is making rabbit ears for me, to help me not to feel too serious about the life :)